BlackRose

Copperas Cove, TX

I have Cerebral Palsy and in a wheelchair. I can't speak. I can communicate with people in other ways. Writing, yes/no questions and the computer. Thank god for the computer. It's my voice. The people I have met on the net should know how smart you are. If they think I am stupid it is because they haven't really taken the time to know the soul behind that keyboard. Some of my friends don’t think I’m not stupid at all.

I am too giving sometimes, too trusting, too open to being wounded, to ready to love people - but not stupid in any way, shape or type. I am a person who just sometimes cares too much. And that is not a sin - or a crime - or stupidity. The world is wrong - not me.

Before anyone asks me this question, I'll tell you. I wasn't born with Cerebral Palsy. When I was 5 months old I had the measles and they settled in my brain. At the same time I fell off of a bed on top of my head hard. That caused the Cerebral Palsy. Everyone is shocked when they find out my age. They think that I'm a teenage.

Don't let my looks fool you. I love roses, chocolate, and music. If I didn't have Cerebral Palsy I would be a musician myself. I love music that much. Music makes me smile. Just turn up the music and leave reality for a while. I have a thing for cute musicians also. After being around military guys all of my life, to me long hair musicians are refreshing to look at. I have rose tattoos on my upper arms.

My favorite colors are black, turquoise and purple. Yes, I spent my high school years in Hawaii. I loved Hawaii. My dad was in the army, so we got to go to nice places. I love animals. I collect teddy bears, tigers, crosses, and fancy barbies. I run fan clubs for musicians.